Nothing seems as it is, everything has an underlying meaning, Your theories are irrelevant, your excuses only fuel the fire. The seasons seem to mesh like a series of dreams that never seems to end. Waking up, everyday is no different than the last. I need to redefine the one thing that satisfies me. Eternal meaning, i've let this existence restrain. Cleaning my wounds, the pain helps me grasp the true cause which has brought forth my collapse. The blood drifts away, the rain falls as my naked body scrapes against the pavement. This calls for an explanation that can never be obtained. Shattered dreams and broken hearts. It's all gone to hell, life has forsaken you. In the end it burns like fire. Too bad you never realized while you still had the chance. .